Housewarming

Just me, papa, amma, Cinni and Master.

Stars

For sometime I've been thinking about stars..
it's been so long since I saw stars..

Then I saw this... Arthur's Seat.

http://www.blipfoto.com/entry/3547648

Embassy

1st half at embassy. Gonna be a long day. Passed Hyde park. As usual.....

Gavins

Met Gavins. They came to visit London as their 10th year anniversary.

Took them to Eastham. Passed Vasanta Bhavan, looked inside like as if he will be in there. Although I knew. He won't be.

They had briyani and kottu idiappam. Gavin m said he ate at at our place twice. First time was briyani , it was nice. He made it. I was only the assistant. Miss making briyani with him. It always turns out nice, he always knows what to do.

They never mentioned about him once. I told Gavin when I saw him in January. I broke down. He just held me.

Gavin said he will come to London again before I leave.

Where next ?

It's been a year since I moved to Edinburgh.
It's September and the time has come............ Where will I go next?

Big Move . . . or Don't Move . . .

2 months ago, I moved out of my base (as I would like to call it) here in the UK. After all it was the first place I moved in to and lived for a couple of weeks short of 12 months. Hull. There's absolutely nothing here. Well, the money makers of this city (it's what the people here call it, though its a town really) is the University, Reckitt, and PWC. But other than that nothing much goes on here. A lot like the little town of Nilai. Where the huge non local population consisted of the lecturers and students of INTI and Nilai College.

So as soon, or before my contract with the Uni Accommodation ended, I packed up and moved further up North. Something I said I would never do, only because I'd rather not move further up where it was cold most of the time and only got colder during the winter. A friend of mine used to say, "Never say never". And for the last 2 months I've been here in Edinburgh.

It's been a life changing experience for me. After Seremban and Nilai, I worked in KL for 3 years and then moved up to Penang where I stayed put for 5 and a half years. And now here I am moving within 12 months.

A part of me always thought I could've moved out of Penang sooner. So this is a step up then. In less than 12 months I moved from England to Scotland. Got me a small time (for now) job. Am scheduled to start a certification job in January.

But above it all, a big change came into my life. A dear friend who read my tarot card predicted that for the coming year. I'm not ready to go public with it. Though some friends know, most don't. the last 2 weeks was pretty intense, a lot of talking, some tears, and a little bit more certainty than before. So this change is good.

Although I wish other parts of my life had more certainty and stability, I definitely am grateful for what I have and who I have with me here and now.

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I would like to take this opportunity to thank friends who have been there for me, whether they are in Malaysia or UK, my parents and sister for their constant support, and to the person who's seen me through the last few months and been my Rock and still is. And most of all, I thank God for bringing all these people into my life and for all the blessings.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Lost Souls

Sometimes I wonder . . . Am I a lost soul?

Not that I have any regrets about being where I am right now and doing what I am doing. Does being outside the box mean you're lost? And especially knowing that I sort of want to be in that box. Only that the box is slightly of a different shape, but a box nonetheless.

I know things are slowly starting to shape up. I finally got here, and I am working towards finishing what I got here for in the first place. But what next. I have a few agenda's in mind. But at times, it feels like everything is blurry and cloudy.

Just a weird feeling in my chest and I had to get it off.